you'll remember me like a melody

i couldnt quit you if i tried

2007-10-24T22:03:02Z

better boyfriend
same crush
same work
same friends
same job
same car
same lisence
same body

one thing has changed..
but he has affected all the other sames.

hi old friend

2007-04-28T07:04:14Z

good boyfriend
good crush
good work
good friends
good job
good car
good lisence
good body

growing up is fun.

a melody softly soaring through my atmosphere

2006-10-25T17:35:33Z

i totally forgot about this thing but i finally got the internet back so i was checking my old websites. haha i cant believe i ever did xanga and friendster, but ill probably be saying that about myspace and livejournal. i was looking through old entries and realising ive grown up a whole lot. the whole turning 18, breaking up with bobby, this summer, and graduating made me think a lot. its funny how fast a rite of passage can go without you knowing it. but i dont know, it obviously wouldnt have the same affect if you were aware of it.

life is good. no more holding onto silly old pasts. no need to fret over that stupid stuff. no more burning bridges. no more drama and old enemies. i want to be able to give other people second chances... and thats what im doing.

just matt, san francisco, "the crew", job, and getting healthy.

so

2006-02-06T00:40:03Z

my boyfriend is the best

he comes and takes a 15 hour bus ride home and spends all day in bed with me.
then on superbowl sunday he hangs out with me at work.
"at a beauty salon on superbowl sunday"

:-D

yippee

2006-02-01T00:29:14Z

costa, im ging back to costa. see everyone on monday! yay!

yippeeeee

2006-01-22T23:43:24Z

im not pregnant.
yess.
i feel like i just got my youth back.

p.s. being in love is amazing. having a relationship over the phone for just about 40 more days- not so amazing, but still beautiful.

lovexthexcolors @ 2006-01-14T13:34:00

2006-01-14T21:35:37Z

im soo happy with bobby.

time went by fast

2006-01-06T22:12:05Z

he leaves tomorrow....

sigh

2005-12-27T18:53:41Z

and the beginning of the relationship part where everything is positive and new and upbeat and fresh....

is over.

its true

2005-12-05T21:56:29Z

bored like janie shizzle

2005-12-02T16:58:54Z

List 20 people in random order then answer the questions about them....

1 erin
2 jesse
3 andrea
4 josh
5 hannah
6 bobby
7 niki
8 taylor
9 philip d.
10 grace
11 adria
12 kristin
13 sanne
14 kelly
15 michelle
16 jj
17 laura
18 christina
19 janie
20 adam

and the

1. How did you meet ..13?
through michelle. i thought she wouldnt like me because she was friends with a certain someone. ha. im so silly.

2. What would you do if you never met ..5?
not share my thoughts about boyfriends far away with someone. oh, yeah... and not have that club.:)

3. What do you honestly think of ..10?
i honestly think she's hilarious and we get along really really well.

4. Would or did ..19 and ..8 go out?
um. ha. no. i dont even think they know each other

5. Have you ever liked ..3?
um duh. we're engaged. sheesh

6. If ..1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would want them to know?
that i love her sooo flipping much (even when shes drunk) and she'll be my butch forever and everrrrrrr.

7. Would ..2 and ..11 make a good couple?
hahahaha. um, i dont know if jesse likes blue balls. but you never know. shes got some HUGE boobs

8. Describe ..7 in 3 words.
giving, caring, cute

9. Do you think ..12 is hot?
shyeah.duh. who doesnt?... no really. who doesnt?

10. Would ..1 and ..17 make a good couple?
ha, yeah. they're like some of my favorite people

11. What do you think when you see ..8?
"FLOPPY MCFLISTER.. LETS DANCE!"

12. Tell something humiliating about ..11.
shes a fucking cock tease.. but thats not really embarrassing. shes learned to embrace that side of herself finally.

13. Do you know any of ..6's family members?
yes. but mia is my favorite:)

14. What's ..20's favorite color?
um... i dont know. red?

15. On a scale of 1-10 how cute is ..14?
geh so fucking cute... i dont know.. id do her.

16. What would you do if ..4 professed their undying love for you?
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. say yeah right.

17. What language does ..19 speak?
freakin' english. she took french for awhile but i dont know if she knows that fluently

18. Who is ..8 going out with?
me. ANYBODY GOT A PROBLEM WITH THAT?

19. Is ..9 a boy or a girl?
boy... i think

20. Would ..18 and ..4 make a good couple?
ha, no she likes the abecrombie boys (ugh)

21. What grade is ..17 in?
twelfth.

22. When was the last time you talked to ..12?
in person, at that show at the kiwanis club. but we've been myspace commeting each other recently.

23. What is ..3's favorite band?
umm. i have absolutely no clue.

24. Does ..2 have any siblings?
i think he has a couple sisters.

25. Would you ever date ..15?
mmmh. i think we're better being friends.

26. Would you ever date ..7?
if i was into that sort of thing then yes.

27. Is ..16 single?
she is.

28. What is ..20 last name?
herbst.

29. What is ..5's middle name?
uggh. i totally know this. but i'm definitely blanking.

30. What is one ..10's fantasies?
hahaha. umm. i don't know.

31. Would ..14 and ..19 make a good couple?
HAHAHAHAH. no she likes the abecrombie boys (ugh)

32. What school does ..16 go to?
ruhs

33. What school does ..18 go to?
ruhs

34. Where does ..9 live?
armous lane

35. Would you make out with ..13?
ha, well i kind of kissed her for new years. i have a problem with making out with girls. ask erin. she knows.

36. Are ..5 and ..6 best friends?
no they are brother and sister

37. Does ..7 like ..20?
um. they dont know each other

38. How did you meet ..15?
marine bio (4 lyyyyyyyfe)

39. What was your first impression of ..1?
she was funny and bouncy

40. Is ..12 older than you?
jesus who isnt?

41. Is ..17 the sexiest person alive?
DUH.

suck it. we're better than you.

2005-11-29T20:30:29Z

lovexthexcolors @ 2005-11-28T12:26:00

2005-11-28T20:28:00Z

BobsKat26: im the one with no willpower when it comes to some people............................
BobsKat26: ;-)
HbSwEeThEaRt222: ME ME ME ME ME ME!!!!!!!!!!
BobsKat26: hahahahahahahaha
HbSwEeThEaRt222: :-D
BobsKat26: i love you
HbSwEeThEaRt222: more
BobsKat26: nuh uh
HbSwEeThEaRt222: uh huh
BobsKat26: god
BobsKat26: so gross
BobsKat26: haha
BobsKat26: nuh uh
HbSwEeThEaRt222: seriously

::

BobsKat26: how can i say kiss without sounding gay?
HbSwEeThEaRt222: stay warm
HbSwEeThEaRt222: HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
BobsKat26: whatever
BobsKat26: you get it

"is that my pillow talking? oh wait, its my girlfriend"

2005-11-28T18:07:13Z

this weekend consisted of:
floppy mcflisters (taylor) gorgeous cute little puppy.
some random packed party with all the kids down from college.
fun.
some restaraunt and seeing adam.
(oh and totally flirting with the waiter)
drunk conversations with bobbys weird ridiculously drunk friend.
experimenting and seeing if i get more friends with a cigarette and can of beer in my hand.
checking out the house.
taylor doing crazy things in the back of her car. hahahaha.
"play"- david banner. kjcdhldkjgfdjkghkjdfh.
anxiously waiting for bobs call.
cooking with niki.
seeing him and having my cheeks hurting from smiling.
meeting the family...again.
sir michael the kitty.
crazy uncles.
awkward sex conversations with monica and greg.
dinner- soooo good.
fooling around with mia in the room.
indenting the explorer. (HA!)
dining room table, kitchen counter, floor, bed, bath tub, couch..you get where im going?
6 times in 24 hours.
hannah and george.
charlies.
charlie the gorilla.
George being a pussy- "we're watching IT?"
fights in the other room and ruining the "mood"
classic burger.
"gregory scott and emily elizabeth bodell"
"is that my pillow talking?"
"best orgasm everrrrrrrr"
waking him up twice during the middle of the night because i have needs. ha.
"so whitney.. i havea serious question to ask.."
getting caught. urgh.
stress.
getting a ride from sam and being in the car with the two hottest boys. ha.
jeffreys house.
dancing. crying. erin drunk. (yesssssssssss).
worrying.
"sunset" in p.v.
phone call.
subway.
hermosa pier.

i love him.

(MORE)

all i have to say is
he makes the sweetest sounds when we're asleep.

oh em eff gee

2005-11-24T00:13:13Z

TOMORROW.

FINALLY.

DONT BE JEALOUS BUT..

2005-11-20T22:50:07Z

IM SO IN LOOOVE.

wow what a great day

2005-11-19T01:39:34Z

3.5 hours conversation with bobby on the phonethat lasted until this morning.
(love is soooooooo ridiculously amazing)
good spot on the buss to school.
trevino telling me to not worry about first quarter or making ay of the work up. if i get an "a" this second quarter then she'll give me the "a" for the semester.
and then...
her letting (and giving us an off campus slip) to leave early.
ride home with ritchie.
AND CHRISTINA GIVING ME HER HOUSE KEYS FOR THANKSGIVING BREAK.

fuck yeah.

"who's sexxing it up and playing house this thanksgiving break with the best guy ever?"

"katrina is."

she had a feather in her hat, thats all she wore

2005-11-16T20:19:46Z

8 MORE DAYS

damaged goods. i-am-damaged-goods.

2005-11-14T21:32:42Z

so an overview of my weekend:

thursday:
-stayed home and cleaned my room
friday:
-did errands with my mom. we got along surprisingly well.
-costa game and the redondo guy cheerleader being hung like a fucking horse.
-redondo party. and being TOO crowded.
-took sean, lance, and mike pesa from inglewood to kristins.
-tiff with bob
-home.
saturday:
shopping
adria
kristins
lingerie slip
bjs
food
andrea spilling ALL the tomatoe sauce everywhere. (hah)
habibis
dancing
texting with bob
mitchs "pj" frat party in long beach.
walking around in nothing
dancingggggggg
pictures.
adria...
everyone drunk.
adria=vomtit, andrea=wierd ramblings, erin and hadley=hornyness, kristin=crazy dancing, amber=flirtacious, kelly=annoyed and sobering up, and dana=getting high with the people downstairs.
kristins calling adria a bitch in the parking lot.
dragging adria to the car.
mitchs dorm room.
5 girls, one boy, two twin matresses, and a gross floor.
long message to bob- rambling about nothing.
hearing hook up noises.
"bed".
wierd noises.
mcdonalds.
home.
sunday:
home sweet home.
and payless.

i miss him. 10 more days until we're disgustingly cute. you better watch out.
Juststaypositive: hey
Juststaypositive: wanna come to thanksgiving
Juststaypositive: dinner
Juststaypositive: with my family
Peachgal6: hahahah what??
Juststaypositive: do you?
Peachgal6: um yeah
Juststaypositive: haha ok
Peachgal6: hahhahahahahhahaha
Peachgal6: im laughing so loud right now
Juststaypositive: why are you laughing
Peachgal6: hahah i dont know. its just funny to me
Juststaypositive: she wanted to kow if your mom wanted to come
Peachgal6: FUCK NO
Peachgal6: absolutely not
Peachgal6: no no no. my mother doesnt get along with people.. much less adults. and she defintaley doesnt get along with your type of parents.
Juststaypositive: hahaha
Juststaypositive: thats what i said
Juststaypositive: only a little nicer
Juststaypositive: haha

::::

Peachgal6: BOBBY I DONT THINKYOU REALIZE. HOW MUCH YOULL FUCK ME UP FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE IF YOU CHEAT ON ME. i feel like i can trust you for the most part, and im putting a lot into this even after what happened with jesse. so
Peachgal6: truthfully. if you cheat on me... i will get to you before timmy does
Juststaypositive: yeah well im not cheating on you
Juststaypositive: yeah
Juststaypositive: i trust you too
Juststaypositive: but i do remember that our whole first relationship was kind of based on cheating
Juststaypositive: and that makes me really really really uneasy
Juststaypositive: and if you did in fact cheat on me katrina
Peachgal6: understandable
Juststaypositive: i really really really dont know what i would do
Juststaypositive: but it would make me go absolutely fucking INSANE
Juststaypositive: something very bad would happen
Juststaypositive: you know how angry i can get and how quickly
Juststaypositive: im getting a little worked up thinking about it
Peachgal6: well i am never ever going to cheat on anyone ever again. cb i now know how it feels to love someone and be lied to and cheated on. you dont have to worry about me. there may be harmless flirting but nothing will happen. and if i had feelings for someone else. you would know before anyone else. trust me.

i know you, you're love

2005-11-10T04:39:24Z

Juststaypositive: yeah well
Juststaypositive: i guess you could say my specialty is
Juststaypositive: katrina

urgh

2005-11-08T23:40:57Z

this is getting old really fast

MINE

2005-11-07T22:25:50Z

minus the caddy and cigarette.

:)

stress

2005-11-04T00:44:23Z

im going to die an early death because of stress.

its crazy

2005-10-29T19:52:43Z

how he brought the sunshine along with him

no i have never, been like this before

2005-10-25T21:39:19Z

*The \\*
Last Cigarette:	never
Last Alcoholic Drink:	never
Last Car Ride:	christinas shitty ass driving
Last Kiss:	jesse?
Last Good Cry:	good cry? hm, 1 month ago?
Last Library Book:	um textbook for ap psych
Last book bought:	naked- david sedaris
Last Book Read:	naked- david sedaris
Last Movie Seen in Theatres:	elizabethtown
Last Movie Rented:	hm?
Last Cuss Word Uttered:	fucking
Last Beverage Drank:	mr. pibb
Last Food Consumed:	cheeseburger and fries at phannys
Last Crush:	:)
Last Phone Call:	:)
Last TV Show Watched:	passions
Last Time Showered:	last night
Last Shoes Worn:	jack purcells
Last CD Played:	tolgas
Last Item Bought:	coffe and coffee cake at 7-11
Last Download:	none
Last Annoyance:	not picking up his phone
Last Disappointment:	"
Last Soda Drank:	mr pibb
Last Thing Written:	pibb
Last Key Used:	tab
Last Words Spoken:	"um no"
Last Sleep:	last night
Last Ice Cream Eaten:	uh....
Last Chair Sat In:	my moms
Last Webpage Visited:	katrinaspace
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